I have lost count .
its either the 5th or 6th visit to the doctor ,
to get my course of medicine .

I totally screwed up my MYE
all thanks to my cough !
i couldn't even think or write as usual .

I know i will fail my maths , science , POA and my humanities , no doubt .
I couldn't even study or memorise a single thing-i-need-to-know .
I just stare at my book or notes for the whole day , with nothing going in .
even my notes were last year's notes .
to you who are always trying so hard to surpass me ,
you got it this time round .
but only this time , because I'm sick , &cant take ur wickedness .

Daddy&mummy are trying so hard to convince me that, results does not matter this time ,
then again , I just wouldn't listen .

Please , grow up and stop being bitchy .