You can't please everyone, after all theses years of 'these', i gave up this year .
ever since i got into secondary school , i changed .
in the past , I'm always a bad tempered girl , I'm not willing to give in
not to even mention about forgive&forget .
Friends from primary school know, i don't smile, i will pull a long face at anybody .
but now , i smile VERY often , even when something/someone pulls me down
don't think that things that are happening now does not affect me , it does ..

" You may be generally an
amiable&pleasant person. You may generally get along well with most people.
But somehow, there is that one family member, that one friend, that one
colleague, who doesn't take to you very well. "

Maybe , we didn't take each other well , we took everything for granted.
I can appear as if nothing affects me , but somehow , there is something which shows that I'm deeply affected . If only , you knew me well enough , or noticed my changes .

"Be positive. Focus on your happy r/s(s). At the
same time, accept that there will be ones that don't go so well. Whatever you
say or do, whoever you are, whatever character or personality you have, you
won't be able to please everyone. "

Its either me or he/she has walked far away , forgetting to grab on to each other's hand tight .
Forgetting how we walked through together during childhood days .

Whatever it is , i choose to accepted whatever i got , good or bad .

Meet the parents session tomorrow , mum kept complaining that it will be a waste of time ,
cause we met get the teacher who does not teach me at all .

&also a note to myself , stop being so dumb during test&wise up!
better study&be alert during test, and not realising what you should actually do ,
only after the test .
Its time to wake up !

I have to complete my to-do-list soon ,
collage that i have been owing those birthdays peeps .
Homework that are overdue .
Clear up my room .
&lastly be more hardworking!

Secondary 5 seems to give me depression ):