It isn't nice at all to start off the day like this
A text message to inform that there is dance in the noon
&later right after school , a call right after school : rush down immediately
what if i have to stay for Chinese class or go for Oral , skip it ?
DUH !

my heart always skip a beat when Mr Lance call ,
because it means , nothing good will be happening .
Yeahs , so hella true , like the call i got in the afternoon .
Rushed all the way home&there .
when i reached there , i closed my eyes&pray .
Let it be fine ..
Open the door , damn it !
that same typical atmosphere when somebody is trying to be funny .
I had to drag myself in , which is like that last thing , i ever though of .

Instead of joining the usual group , i choose to sit at the corner .
You guys know that I'm not feel right
especially when i saw someone that i don't wish to see at all .

2 freaking hours of brainstorming ,
when all the things was done already !
fed up a not you tell me ?!

adding up to the troubles that I'm facing .
Mr Lance , don't push me too hard .
I will just give up&drop out .

Jo , seriously i appreciate what you have been doing for me all these while .
but i really don't like what you said to me today .
what i have today is what i had been working hard for , not that I'm born with it .
you told me that you understand exactly how I'm feeling .
I'm sorry queen , but no .
You won't understand .
I know you have been through it before , but you have matt back then for you to fall back .
I have nothing !
I hope you will understand what I'm trying to tell you .


我不知道有了你的关心我会不会变得太贪心
i just don't feel good when i see you talking to her