i believe that , as time pass , everything will be alright .
&right now , i only want to study .

I almost went crazy the past few day&was so-not-me !
so sorry to those who were worried about me , espically Jo .
she is the best i can ever have .
neglecting her studies, family&boyf.
she was like 24/7 there for me .
whenever i break down , she will be here , right here .
thats queen .
also , xinyi honey , the small notes&present .
Joyce , for the book&coming all the way down from toa payoh to my housing area .
&the tags :

Evelyn sis , i have thought about it already . its time to stop all this thing .
&i will be back to my normal self soon (: thanks !
Shannon , i will do it next time (:
Weijing , thanks
Xinying , thanks boyf. ! (:
Darryl , it okays , just that next time , i will take the knife&stab you instead :D also , thanks for being there for me alike J0 , your the best brother i ever have (:
Steph❤ , thanks girl !(:
Huiyuan , thanks lady ! (:
Jiamin , hmms its really hard to be happy , but i will try (: thanks !
☆ XINYI ツ , honey honey ! thanks a million ! you know i love you&i know you love me too :D
winne , you crazy girl . thanks , really ! (:
Seiwei , take care (:
Crystal Johnson , i will be back into dance as soon as possible , i won't disappoint you , thanks too ! (:

Nearly forgotten their birthday this year ,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DARRYL, JIM, PHILIP&ANNA (:
Darryl&Jim: as usual , i will still be nagging you all forever . My brothers , one year older already okays ! Don't every time bully me. got karma one hors . so sorry that i'm quite a wet blanket during your party .&so sorry that you guys have to go along with me to held it at my housing area and still have to pull me out of my house . hmms , well , i still go in the end what ! we will still be brother&will forever be . Best wishes&God bless you ! :D

Philip : Ai seh , you grow up luhs lohs ! will ' an wei ' me today . hahas .well , hope that every thing out there is well for you . Best wishes& God bless you (:

Anna : Beauty queen of only 15 . I'm still one year bigger then you lahs . dont yaya with me . i will still win you . hahas . girl , one year older already . Ilovveyou lahs girl ! yeahs , we will hit the dance floor one day (: Best wishes& God bless you . :D

though everything was still so not right for me now but i will just let it be .
&leave everything to my lord
I'm so sure , he know whats the best for me .
just that , I'm so lost , without you .

this song is so me . sign .