all of the sudden , i don't know how to smile ,
i don't know how to laugh.
yes , i was smiling&laughing all the way today .
but , do you guys know how much i bleed inside ?
i don't like the feeling of being doubt ,
i don't like the feeling of not able to think probably .
i hate the numbness

i went totally crazy this afternoon when i reach home ,
i took out all the fruits in my fridge&cut them into cubes .
&i only realised that after i pack them nicely .
so , i called Jo&told her , i 'cook' her dinner for her
she happily came over to my house&i passed her a big box of fruits .
she almost strangled me to death .

everything seems to be going haywire .
can some kind soul out there come&rearrange the wires ?